i jus finish reading bel's post.
i really love my girls.
i mean their d best in d world..... seriously.
omg.
yes i wanna meet up more often wif u guys (no, i mean girls) since its still d holi fer all of us now!
3 wks frm nw, i am gonna start sch oreadi.
but im actually left wif only two wks n 3 days cos sch starts on a mon.
how is life gonna change den.
i cant imagine.
lesser time fer each other, fer sure.
u guys made my sec sch life a meaningful wannn.
tho we're oways d outcasts of everything...
oways in our own world, own jokes n stuffs...
sec sch was still a great wann.
looking back, i really feel lyk laughing so hard till i cry can can can......
i hope i dun change, as in character wise, whn im in poly.
i wanna b me me me!

********************************************************************
i jus hanged up on LAU YEW TING bcos she is damn bloody act cute.
okae. nw shes calling again.
n shes bloody-ly acting man.
i cant stand dis frene of mine, totally.
*********************************************************************

u noe smth, i totally cant multi-task.
even blogging while talking on d phone.
so byebye.

//edited.
LYT, dis is specially dedicated to you.
i shan't b so bad n post it on friendster la.
you will oways b my PRETTY, PRETTY best friend okokokok? *evil grin. =D*
*removed*

i noe i noe.. you mus b doing dis face nw.
*removed*
ahhh, im right huh.

tats fer being so irritating throughout d whole conversation.
so pls ah... its lyk super easy digging out ugly pics of you.
a lil click here n der n i'll haf it.
JUS LYK TAT! totally one mayb rice palm (jian zhi jiu shi, yi ru fan zhang)!
so u beta listen to me, n stp being irritating, you damn A-hole.

*removed*
peace out.
p/s: its disposable.

//edited at 4.47Am.
7:05 PM

i cant stand u silent readers.
ive noticed tat my hit counter is growing. (omg, i typed grower at 1st lol.)
but no tags?
it cant possibly b tat one dumb person keep viewin my pg over n over again right?
but true enuff, my posts r dry n boring so u ppl cant tink of anitink to tag yaya.
blah.

im getting my labtop tmr.
finally.
yay yay yay.
i cant wait.
but no webcam ahh.
aiyo.
holidays r running short n sch is starting soon.
ARGH.
2:57 PM

IM DAMN FUCKING PISSED.
thisisntthe1sttimenimoreyousaiditwasmyprobbutitwasactuallyursdamnitimvsuretatwadididwasrightthistimenwhatthefuckdidyoufuckinglysay?
yousaidmksureitisrightduncmensayhowhowhowwhnitsntagain.
ccbdissentencemademedamnpissednidamnfcukingdontwantocarryontheconversationwithyounimorebutuchosetocontinuelykoways.
yousayeverytimewetalkabtpolystuffsiwudgetdamnworkedupneverytinkyesiambutguesswaditsurtonetataddsontomyagitation.
whniaskustuffsuwudgifmeronganssowhnitinktatsntdwayitsgonnaworkigtagitatedtryingtomkucmyptfuckyoublamemeferbeinglykdisyntblameurselffergifingbirthtome.
icausedyousomuchprobsrightbrodosenthafsomanyprobsrightwhatever.
imjusfuckingccbpissednitinknoonecanudscosidonnohwtamkemudstatsmenooneudsmenooneimbadwifwordsntatsit.
iblastdmusicwhnihearducomplainingtobroyesyeswhateverishantsayihateyoucosinoei'llregretsofuckmedamnitfuckmetothemotherfuckingcoreofmotherearth.
imstillmotherfuckingknnbccbpissed.
inoeiambeingfuckingunfilialsucksbuticanthelpitibetucantinoei'llregretwhntimecomesinoeiwillthevmomentigtangrybutistillcanthelpitsighihatemyself
ihatedadiwanttohafmyfuniwanttoarghifeellykcryingagainitsntpmsnoitsntitntitsjuswadiassumedtomkmyselffeelbeta
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bye.

; go figure.
8:34 PM

I WANT DIS LABTOP SO BADLY!!!!!!!! ='(
HUR....
8:25 PM

so yes clubbing on wed was really boring!!
nobody! nobody! nobody! nobody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun wanna go to CM nimore.
damn boring.
i jus cant wait to turn 18 kkkkk....

so yes.
dis time, went to yt's hse 1st.
n i donno wadta do wif my hair, im so bored of it.
so i jus pinned up my frienge la.
nvm i look lyk shit.
i feel comfortable.
wooohooo.. cos u dun hafta bother if it gets messy, if it gets blowed by d wind or smth into bcoming centre parting, or wads nt.


errr.. i donno hwta describe dis.
okae i'll try.
perhaps, disco-queen-wannabe n mighty-joe-young wannabe?
shucks. i noe i should'nt haf tried.



on our way.




nt njoying, one bit.


nvm em. im used to it oreadi.
n FYI, im d only straight wan nw. sigh.

so yeah stayed on till d club closes.
had supper at 7-11 again n cabbed back to yt's place.

chitty chatter all d way till 830am.

getting my labtop tmr/today.
i cant wait!

gud night world.
toodles.
5:58 PM

so i jus turned sweet sixteen today.
haha right right.
bel n yt celebrated a v v belated bd fer me.
cos last yr was O levels n bel was sick.
so d celebration was a rather simple one n bel din turn up.
it was d 2oth of march today.
thus, their lyk exactly 5 mths late! lol
but it was sweet of em.
it was really okae.
LOVE. =]

so yeah, tried bungee at clarke quay today.
fucking no kick.
it was jus fer awhile.
d moment we were shot up in d air, it was damn exciting.
other den tat....
money being wasted again. lol


super orangey toilet lighting.
gud bye.

i cant wait fer tmr...
n hope tat damn guy dun cme n bother us.
or rather d two of em.
lala...
shorty, will u b der tmr??
HAHAHAHA....
5:17 PM

went to d national library with bel today.


so we went to sit at a table n ders dis funny guy on d other table.
i tel u y his funny.
apparently, ear phones r used so as nt to disturb other ppl n fer ur own listening pleasure, right? but dis funny guy here, is listening to his music so loud, he dosent nid one.
so, whn ure listening to music tat loud, u cant hear urself, right?
so he mks funny noises once in awhile.
lyk his clearing his throat or smth.
but.... it sounds lyk sum motor on d road.
n whn i looked over, he had dis din-do-anything kinda face.
cos why? he cant hear himself.
damn funny i tel u.
bel n i cant stp laughing n making it a big deal afta we left.
oh god...
funny funny chap..
u noe, motor. ok, motor.

afta which went to do a lil shopping.
damn asshole......
i cant stp shopping.
n ders oreadi a hole in my bank acct.
but, i really cant stp shopping.
im oways buying small lil lil tinks at a time home too often.
I MUST STP SHOPPING.
n I WILL. ( i hope. = S )
pls pls pls stp shopping lahhh..
no more money kkkkkk....


i have a dog call rover.

n he is doing his thang again. (rubbing himself on d floor, FYI)
n in case ure wondering, his TOOT is made blur. nt tat he dosent have one.
gah!

bungee bungee tmr??
=]
clubbing clubbing on wed, fer sure.
yeah yeah yeah! =D
1:10 AM

i jus came back frm downstairs.
n i jus received my enrolment package frm np.
n i found out tat sch is starting on 16th april!!
ITS FUCKING EARLY n seriously, i haven had enuff of fun!
so nt exciting. =[
esp whn dey write in bold,
'i am delighted to offer you a place at Ngee Ann Polythechnic to study for the Diploma in Business Studies.'
well...
oh yeah, i forgot which course i was posted to.
thanks for reminding me. -_-
okae. nuff said abt me nt getting into my desire course.
i hafta MOVE ON.
yada yada yada..

cant wait fer wed's arrival!
I'M GONNA MK SURE I HAF A HELLUVA FUN WIF MY GIRLS, OF COS.
n yes, gud luck bel.
i really hope u wud get into nafa lyk wad u wish fer.
so work hard aye.
hard work does pay off la! =]
gud gud gud luckkkkk....
7:47 PM

i slp at 6 or 7 in d morn
n wake up at 5, 6 or 7 in d night.
i hate it.

i oways feel so restless whn i wake up to find tat d sky is dark!
stayed hme d whole of today n it sucks.
no plans fer tmr either. okae, today.
save me!

smth is really rong wif my eyesight.
fucknuts.
blur blur blur n still blur.
esp whn i watch tv n face d com screen.
its lyk d words are moving...
n ppl are blinking.
shucks.
wad is happening?


5:03 PM

finally finally finally...
went clubbing ytd! =]
1st went to bel's place den went to haf dinner tgt at westmall.



lame-ma-logy. haha

met her bf der n went to play a game of pool.
after which, headed to town to meet up wif yt n jing.


we had nth to do while we were waiting fer em.
so we...


yes, i noe we both look stupid. haha

had a hard time getting a cab!
n finally we reached d place.


a few cups of alcohol is enuff to mk my head heavy!
n i totally hate d feeling! ahhhhh
but i njoy acting drunk lyk oways. haah





u cud haf noticed tat my face is really red la! LOL.

but d weird tink is tat whn i hit d dance floor,
i felt so much beta!
=D
yt n jing howeva din dance much.
n it was damn sian la!
at 1st it was okae but it bcame really boring!
esp at ard 2+ i guess. cos d song sucks.
but cant blame.
yt wasnt feeling too gud n jing was shy?
haha
but seriously, no one bothers!
or mayb tat shorty??? hahaha! *looks at yt n bel =D*

had supper at 7-11 n we all cabbed back to bel's hse at ard 4.

did crazy stuffs n talked crapped by d pool side.
credit card yayaya? hahaha...
went to bed at ard 7 in d morn. yes yes.

i cant wait to club again!
seriously.
but dis time im gonna mk sure, hu eva goes, dances!
planned to hit d club again nx wk.
but den again, sumone cant mk up her mind!
wth......


suppose to go c fortune teller tmr.
n sj is d only one hu noes d way der but she has an interview tmr!
=[
wad to do tmr? where to go tmr?

; my mum isnt feeling too gud these days n shes nt really being herself.
im worried.
i noe i nidta spend more time wif her.
bcos no one else does.
i mean... bro is out fer camp n sis is oways back in d morn.
BUT, i still wanna haf my fun!
hmmm.....
esp its d holidays now.
wad to do, wad to do...
2:20 AM

lazy lazy lazy
to blog.
lazy lazy lazy
to edit pics.
lazy lazy lazy
to upload pics.
so my post wud remain wordddyyy...
bahaha

my eyesight is getting worse....
die.
im kinda nt prepared fer poly.
i donno y.

i tot i wud b so looking forward fer it.
sigh mayb bcos i din get into tourism.
i was v disappointed whn i saw where i was posted to.
jus a few words on d pg.
so direct n clear.
sigh
d worse tink is bs is within d same block as tourism.
u noe d feeling of 'so near yet so far??'
bah!

till den again.
bye. =]
3:51 PM

bad day, bad day.
all bcos my newly bot hp caused me so much problems.
damn fuck.
i jus hope it doesnt gif me any of such stupid nosense anymore n b gud.
still hafta bring it to service centre tmr.
fuckness.

on d brighter note, TMR nono LATA, IS PAY DAY!!!
yayness.
haha!
bahbahbah...
JAE results coming out soon.
i'll jus keep my fingers crossed.
oh nvm, to play safe, my toes crossed too.

wad? wad?
im a singaporean wad.
lyk u donno.
6:32 PM

; n its a new mth.
time flies.

HOLA!
stayed at hme all day today n i can die oreadi.
i nidta go out tml pls!
tk me out sumbody.

went shopping wif yt on thur.
left home late n din getta shop much =[
v nt satisfying yaya..


ahhh, gorgeous.


how i wish im tat tall..
i tip toed a lil la n yet im still nt as tall as her?!




i wan a pair of tapered grey jeans badly!

had a v fulfilling dinner at fish n co. tho. =D


d contrast of my height n d mannequins'.
i donno y i took tat too.
i look lyk a retard.
was damn tired. lala

cant wait fer d nx shopping spree.
ahhh, bel's bd coming up! =D


i noe ders no sun, but cant u jus allow me to pose?
oh anw, i love singing to d max! hahaha


handmade valentine's cookie frm sj!!
d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s, delicious. =D


a day afta work.


jingle bell.

n wheres wl????
i hope we six meet up all tgt soon!

seriously, i nid sum loving in my life.
5:51 PM

last day of work today!
im so so so happy!!! =]
cant wait fer d 5th of d nx mth to collect my pay!
wheee..... =D
den i can gt myself a new pretty pretty hp!
omg.... dis is so exciting...
if uve noticed, my posts r so short of pics compared to last time.
tats bcos im using a kuku hp nw kae.
so im really excited to b able to change it!
at last....

so well, basically i overslept dis morn.
i woke up at 1018 whn im supposed to leave hme at 1030 or 1035 d latest.
duh duh. i totally din hear d alarm went.
so i dashed lyk siao n took a cab down.
den, at work i tot of d time i woke up(1018) n tot to myself
' eh, nt bad no. ah'
lol so decided to buy 4D!
d whole time, i keep tinking abt wad it is lyk if i strike!
strike 1st prize la den.
5K ok.
but yes,u guessed it right.
WHERE GT SO HENG?!
i was nv tat HENG.
i took part in lucky draws n everything n i nv won... nt once.
well.. i wun gif up tho! =]
5k 5k wo lai le...

so yes, im going shopping tml!
i dun feel lyk going wif u tho cos im still angry.
but...
i seriously haf d fucking urge to splurge!!
its been a really long time since ive done tat.
n wadeva, im gonna spoil myself tmr..
woooo..
anws, i really, really, sincerly, hope tat my bro gets d levis job.
so i can haf staff discount thru him!
hoho..

n yes im still v v v v, extremely disappointed n angry wif u.
but wad can i do?
u jus refuse to listen.
how many times haf i told u, how many times was i right?
wad do u wanna prove outta dis?
u tink u haf d power to mk him a changed person overnight?
ure jus passing ur time?
u tink u'll b stronger?
NO.
u jus aint listening, learning, moving on.
ure continuing d same tink over n over again.
stronger?!
i fucking doubt so.
seriously, ure acting lyk a d to me.
are guys tat impt?
are looks tat impt?
well, i tink i shudent bother tat much.
afterall, ure d one tats gonna bear all d consequences.
n i dun tink i wud haf to do d same.
i wun lend u my listening ear or console u whn time comes.
cos, u asked fer it urself.
i dun care if u gt hurt or wadeva by all those tat ive said.
cos i doubt u wud.
n even if u wud, its either u gt hurt by me, or by those ppl.
perhaps both.
im still v angry.
why dun u listen?
3:52 PM