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The girl behind it all

ALICIA OYP;
SIXTEEN
20/10/90



- i am bad at lying
- i cant stand liars
- my throat hurts whn im hungry
- i dun usually slp fer v long unless im having dreams
- i love dogs
- i am nt say a perfectionist but i wud oways wan tinks to b smooth sailing
- so i wan thinks to go my way
- i get irritated extremely easily whn i am feeling warm n sticky
- i cant stand childish, rude comments or ppl
- i laugh at almost anything whn my mood is good
- i lyk to mk lame comments n laugh my butt off abt it
- i tend to think alot abt d smallest matters
- i love money
- i want to b pretty
- i want to feel n b more confident
- i cant stand negative feelings
- i dun seem to b able to click wif pessimistic ppl
- i donno hwta console ppl
- i only know hwta listen n keep mum
- i am scared of black cats
- i am scared of d dark
- i love snow
- i like cute boys
- i want to make alot of money in d future
- i want to b happy oways
- i love to sing
- i...

hits
online

WANTS
♥ pretty pretty clothes, shoes, bags always.
♥ snip off my hair till shoulder length.
♥ learn hwta play drums.
♥ GUD COMPLEXION!
♥ TO B RICH!
♥ getta meet EDISON n WON BIN!!
♥ yadayada

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i heard many saying we're gonna gt our o levels results on d 9 of feb.
is it true!?!?
i hope its nt!!
its too soon n im nt ready...
i dun feel lyk knowing.... YET!!

cant wait to gt my hair done!
hope it turns out nice. =]

gonna start working alone soon.
sian sian..
hate to work alone.
time is gonna b so hard to pass..
tsk.

7:24 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007
im fine with my life now.
haha
its jus tat i lyk blogging no more.
fer now, at least.

so cheerios.
bless my family, my frenes n myself.
till den.

6:41 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007
i can die if my life carries on lyk dis.
i tel you one more time,

'i fucking hate my life right now.'

a job wud satisfy me.
fussy, u call it.
but i dun tink so.

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shoot me.

; rover turns 8 today. so old.

11:27 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007
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dog wif new collar frm sis, looking sissy in dis pic. haha!

alright i noe i haven been blogging fer a while.
been busy working.
jus helping out at my mum's office.
d job is freaking boring!
everyday u do d same tink.
i dun mean to bore u out but really,
my life haf been lyk dis fer d past wk.
look.

0630: wake up.

0730: leave hme.

0830-0845: reach office.
eat breakfast.

0900: start work.
which means, sorting, punching filing.

an hr lata,
sorting, punching, filing.

2 hrs lata,
sorting, punching, filing.

3 hrs lata,
LUNCH.

1330: back frm lunch.
continue working.

an hr lata,
sorting, punching, filing.

2 hrs lata,
sorting, punching filing.

3 hrs lata,
still sorting, punching and filing.

4 hrs lata,
time to go hme.

at hme,
eat dinner, wash up, watch tv.
2200++ slpping time.

n d day repeats itselfs again.

im so so so so so glad i dun hafta go back nimore.
but well, d pay is high.
n d ppl r nice.

so i hafta go look fer a job AGAIN.
im kinda lyk, wadeva oreadi la.
can find den find lor.
cant find den cant lor.
cny's coming right?!?!
haha. trying to cheer myself up abit la.

argh i hate my life right now.
fucking totally.
tho ive been shopping pretty much lately.

d other day, i went to dis pet shop at clementi.
n dey let sum dogs jus walk ard d shop.
fucking cute i tel ya.
i really tink all pet shops shud do dis...
alright, nt all la.
it feels great to b able to sayang em instead of looking at em thru d thin glass.
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dis dog v v v cute la... his head v big den body small small.
d lady boss say its cos d way its fur is being groomed.
v cute........
n dis wan is d one tat allows me to sayang him d most!

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dis one ah, jus look here n der lor.

ders another one worse la.
jus slp n dun bother abt anitink.
tsk tsk.
gud life indeed.

tennis last sat pretty much made my muscles ached fer 2 whole days.
but it was great.
we literally were jus playing in d rain man...
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talking abt rain,
RAIN, BI...
is in sg!
his damn hot..
n freaking cute.........
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my mum is so crazy over him pls.
she keep mentioning abt him n its really quite annoying.
but whn i c him on tv myself, i really feel lyk going to his concert.
but its kinda pointless if u cant c him upclose.
so yadayada..
nevertheless, his HOT!

i so dun feel lyk bloggin oreadi, AGAIN.

6:02 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007
u noe, i tot of cutting my hair short a couple of times.
but i jus cud'nt mk up my mind.
if i were to really cut, it'll look smth lyk dis..

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i tink i'll jus leave my hair really long.
since ive nv done tat b4.
short hair? sum other time. tho i really feel lyk doing so.
truth is, im scared. haha!
fer nw, i can continue pulling my hair back while taking pics n act as if i haf short hair! hahah..

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interesting picture.
its has more to wad meets d eye.
yes indeed. she bashed me up right afta d pic was taken.
best friends. tats wad u call it.

oh anws, i went really drunk d other day.
it was hot.
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so did bel.
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crazyness.

haha.
i really luv d color of dis top hilary duff is wearing!
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oh n yes!
im going fer a job interview tml.
uhhuh uhhuh.
i hope i gt d job.
but i haven asked abt d pay yet.
i hope its avg. nt too lil. but i wun mind if its higher duh.
n i hope its lyk i work fer a fixed no. of days a wk.
n nt wait fer em to call me b4 i report to work lyk my previous job.
pray hard.

afta tat gonna go play sum tennis.
haha!
i cant wait....
its been awhile since i last played sports!
wheee

sum jokes to share. =]

WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

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The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for this kind of contest.

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peace, yo.

3:42 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007
to: MISS TAN JINGYI.
bcos i noe u rarely read my blog. so hopefully dis BIG heading can grab ur attention.
okae. aunty, can u pls put a tagboard in ur blog??
its super diff to communicate wif u.
esp right now.
u cant possibly ask me to send u an email right?
wa lau...
u noe y u dun c us online?
cos u slp early n we slp late, lyk oways.
so we're online late lor.
n u can oways send a sms or smth to us if ure really wondering wad we're doing or rather lyk wad u've said, wad we're busy with. haha..
so yeah seems lyk ure happy wif ur jc life.
you go girl!
- pls put a tagboard. n tag at mine if u c dis.
peace, yo.

went to town again today. to look fer a job.
yes yes..
d previous shop i was working fer called me today.
dey wann me to trial trial trial again.
i rejected their offer.
although was kinda reclutant at d same time.
so yeah, went to collect my tat 2 days pay. (how pathetic.)
n bot a new pair of shoe!
its plain n simple.
i love it!
although yt said its lyk a nun shoe. yadayada.
although sj said its v plain or simple ( i cant rem which)...
i still love it!
saw a bag i really really like.
n i mean i really really likeee...
but its ex.. so gave it a missed.
=[

waiting fer shops to ring me up.
i hope i get a job soon!
but im kinda reclutant to work!!
d tot of lyk..
'sian tml gt work' kinda thing really bore me out.
but d tot of lyk..
'sian i wanna work! i wan money!' kinda tink aso bore me out.
all i can say is tat humans are really greedy n rarely gets satisfied.
true true??
how true.

bel gonna try out work at sum shop tml.
gud luck! n hope u get tat job!
n hope tat i wud get d job oppo to ur tat shop!
neighbours ahh..
aiya. fat hope la alicia.

5:25 PM

Monday, January 8, 2007
went to d national library wif bel ytd.
spent quite sum time choosing d bks tat we wan.
n whn we finally made our choice, we couldnt borrow em.
why?
cos we both owe d library money.
overdued bks la.
fuck sia.
i really wanna borrow tat bk...
i read one chapt oreadi leh!
tsk!
so went outta d libary empty handed.
so stupid.

went to haf dinner n mk our nails.
nt v nice. but nvm.
u nv try, u'll nv noe.

sian la... i tink im nt gonna gt tat job nimore.
cos i received no phone calls frm d shop.
wadeva.
i dun really lyk it anws.
but i wann my pay la.
nb. i work fer free meh!
nw, i hafta look fer another job.
argh........
I WANNA WORK.
I WANNA HAF LOTSA MONEY...
donno y bel n yt still can so relac la!
haha but gonna go relac wif em tml.
hahaha

im kinda lyk sick n tired to b labelled as 'GUAI.'
n im aso kinda lyk sick n tired of being sucha QUIET person whn im in a new surronding.
its so nt me.
n i feel fake.
lyk im non exsistent.
but i jus cant feel at ease n be myself in sucha surroding.
tsk.

u shud haf listened.

5:12 PM

Sunday, January 7, 2007
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tats my current crush.
haha!
his sooo hot n cute. =]

still hafta wait till lata or donno whn la to find out if im hired.
mixed feelings.
i dun lyk my job bcos i hafta tok to d customers.
as in, i find myself v irritating...
its as tho i keep pestering em although it isnt tat bad.
but yeah.
i hate salesgirls talking to me. er, sort of.
so whn i hafta talk to customers...
it pretty much sucked.
n i tink time passes pretty fast in d sales line.
tho its actually quite slow.
lyk whn i look at my watch, its 2.
den i look again its 2.30.
but still i find time passes fast.
i donno y.

work on fri wasnt tat bad.
tho i feel really sleepy n restless n an introvert n of no help in d begining,
it aint tat bad.
i feel much much more relac...
cos d supervisor aint der.
shes a nice person la..
but hey, afta all shes d one hu is gonna decide if i continue working or nt.
so of cos, i feel a certain amt of stress la!

yt n bel pang seh( wa sucha old sch word. n ive used it quite alot ytd. haha!) me ytd.
dey noe wad dey did!
hahaha
but still, i find it really ex. so i might haf second tots abt going if dey asked me along aso.
nvm another time.
yaya another time.
we oways say tat...

i cant help but say...
d pay is really low!
ive only earned $__.
sian la!!!!!

oh boy do i miss sch!!

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2003 in sec 1.
n u noe wad i save dis pic as?
- 1B 4eva!
yes i was tat dumb enuff to tink smth wud last fereva. lol
i can rem i really luv going to sch den!
i wun even mind going to sch early in d morn lyk 6 or 6.15 or 6.30 i tink to help out in d klass decorations.
haha!
but was really playful den.
oways nt paying attention during lessons n talking n talking n talking..
n aso! passing letters ard. old sch enuff??
haha! =]

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now dis was when i was in sec 2, 2004.
wasnt v happy tat i went to 2c n wasnt looking forward to it at all.
but it still turned out fine. =]
friendship was really uncertain den. how stupid.


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2005.
where my klass really bonded tgt.
i luv every moment spent wif my klassmates.
jus too many memories....
sigh.

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lastly, my final yr in ws. (2006)
dis was d most hardwoking yr i mus say.
been trying to find d motivation to work hard d whole yr round.
it either dies of easy or it jus wun cme.
it was really tough.
cos u'll feel all guilty fer nt studying n instead, go play n shop.
but u cant study at all!
dis was aso d yr tat we had lesser probs.
in d sense tat, we stayed out of trouble, more stable friendship n everything.
n d tchers lyk MS ONG in particular, din care MUCH abt us.
but once she did. it was really irritating.
i knew right frm d start of d yr tat i wud miss d time i haf left in ws.
so i tried to mk full use of it.
but time waits fer no one.
it jus aint enuff.
i still haven had enuff of d chit chatty gossips we had in klass.
hw noisy we became once d tcher is gone.
d laughters we had as a whole.
n so many many more.
i jus cant recall nw.
but i noe its sumwhere in my heart.

now, i can only look at d pics n reminiscence d past.

as we go on, we rem all d times we had tgt.
n as our lives changed, bcme wadeva..
we'll still b frenes fereva.
suddenly, feeling all so emo.

8:17 PM

Friday, January 5, 2007
i dun quite lyk my job.
jus hope tml wud b a beta day.

period.

3:36 PM

Thursday, January 4, 2007
yes...
ive gotten myself a job... at last!
but d starting pay is really really low.
n i mean... really low!
cant help but keep tinking.
i hope i'll do a gud job n my pay will rise soon!!!
if not.....

so, wish me luck once again, yo.
=]

its so funny seeing students coming back frm schs.
bcos i dun hafta.
haha!

12:30 AM

Tuesday, January 2, 2007
2006 had been a great yr fer me.
it was an endless mugging n stressing yr.
n a yr tat made me treasure klass room moments even more tho all these are jus slipping pass.
im happy tat wad eva happened happened.
even those small lil things.
cos hu noes, those small lil things are wad helps mk mi grow up.
haha!
n everything has become history.... all tats left are jus memories.
yes, its sad to think tat im nt seeing my klassmates in ws tml.
cos ive been doing tat fer 4 yrs nw.
but well, ppl oways hafta move on. n its def hard.
so yeah, i hope 2007 wud b an even greater yr fer all of us!
i cant wait to turn 18!! tats in a yr's time. =]

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uhhuh....
so d six of us din get tgt on new yr's eve.
was v pissed n upset whn wulan n shijie din turn up.
tho i noe dey din did it on purpose n everytink.

so yeah.. it was d usual 4 plus nich.
went to marina to haf steamboat fer dinner.

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den went over to marina sq der to catch d fire works.
super pretty.
but it lasted short.
wth.....
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i tel ya why.

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told cha.

din wanna go hme afta tat.
so slacked ard..
but jing n nich wanted to.
dey went off a couple of times but caught up wif us again.
haha cos dey could'nt get a cab.
tsk tsk.. poor thangs.

so chatted, ate, laughed till morn.
n caught d 1st train backk..
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hme sick.

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thanks again, darryl.

seriously, whn can d six of us finally all meet up?
nt so soon i guess..
gonna go look fer a job tgt wif bel n yt lata.
WISH US LUCK.
i really nid a job.
PRAY REALLY HARD.

n i tink im forgotten.

8:07 PM